im starting to feel tired of this family, dun ask me why, i have my own reasons. yesturday night had a big quarrel with my parents regarding of some matter. i had helped him and now they are blaming me for gambling. since you said i didnt tell them about that matter, can you even promised of not scolding nor beat him. im telling you seriously, im sick of hearing them shouting at anyone when they are angry and when we didnt even done something wrong. since you had push all the blames totally to me, i had nothing much to say and since you had said that you cant control me then let me be, i got nothing much to say. if you bare to see me going in then put me in, its your decision, i cant stop you. but stop scolding other people when they did not even do something wrong. im really sick of it, really very sick of it. i cant stand it anymore! you wanted me to do well in my studies so i really did well for my compo test but ended up blaming me for choosing that topics. so WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT ME TO DO! writing that type of compo means i have a nagetive thinking. you asked me why did i choose that topic and i told you that after i read all the questions, i thought of what to write and that topic is the easiers thats why i choose that topics. what teacher comments its only comments, why take it so searious? since i tried to explain to you over and over again, you still dont believe me and indeed said that i have a negative thinking. so what you wanted me to do, whatever i do is wrong must well i dont do that test and nothing will happen.
im feeling moodless today. didnt have the mood to go to school today but i still have to go. woke up early today and went to look for dear. bused to school today and walked to school. had assembly and went back to class. was talking about tomorrow's morning match, sevilla vs ousasuna and werder vs espanyol. im thinking of putting a bet on sevilla but i have not make up my mind on how much i am going to put. duh. during english period, my mood totally went down so went to sleep and i sleep for a total of two periods. after recess, didnt went to sleep anymore cause all the subjects are important. after school, went to look for guanlong and waited for dear to finish school. then went to jianliang's house for awhile and i went home.
